Текст песни If I - Running Alpha

If I had to go back be broke i'd do it all again
Ain't no way to pretend i really got it out the deep end
Everybody busy Sleeping up on the kid
Sleeping up on the kid
But you already know what it is

You know I
Had to hustle if i didn't wanna struggle
My momma up in the kitchen as i got it by the bundle
If I weren't to be the Alpha the pack would be in some trouble
(The pack would be in some trouble)

If i didn't wanna see it no more i'd have to change my ways
I'd have to change my ways
If I wasn't still the same lil boy
You'd really be amazed cause that youngin was crazy
Age 11 runnin round hittin on a daily
But it still didn't phase em
And he ain't learn no lesson

It was just me in my head
I just seen a window i went up to the ledge
Pushed it up it's open and now i'm standing by the bed
Opened up the door a tv a picture frame lies ahead
A mom, A brother
A child who's life is full of regrets
Still didn't see the bigger picture didn't know what they meant
I got just what i wanted then i was outta the crib
I got just what i wanted then i was outta the crib
(Had to stay quiet, then I was out of the crib)

As I walked home i was wondering do i look suspicious or am i just a lil paranoid
I don't even know, I don't even know
When i was up inside the crib i didn't make much noise
I just kept telling myself remain calm just go home
As i was roaming the streets i kept myself unknown
Was really a big steppa by the age of twelve
(Shits real crazy)

I know they still didn't feel what i was on
So i had to show em now i put it in a song
Now you know a lil sum so just move along
It's so crazy i did come a long way

Opened the book
Now i'm on the next chapter
I had to move just how i do cause i just wanted some bread
I wasn't gonna sit around cause i just couldn't afford it
My people always telling me boy that shit be hopeless
You get up inside of that box now who gon go approach it?

It got me thinking
Am i stuck in my ways? or Am i living show i should?
I done made hella mistakes, but i've still remained the same
If it were food for thought I'd be a fat ass youngin
Really made it outta nothing but this shit i'm still endorsing
(Really made it outta nothing but this shit i'm still endorsing)

I don't know what's be worse if i was taken as a joke or if i would still be snoring
People down wasting time like if that shit ain't money
Push yourself to success maybe vision the hundreds
Having hundreds of thousands while you living up lovely
Damn that shit made me hungry
I remember being broke i ain't got no new company
They see my pockets run deep now they tryna come hug me
All i ever ask for is keep that fake love from me

If you see somebody doing good
And you just tryna fuck with them
Because they got a lil sum sum just stay away foreal