Текст песни Choose Violence - Shius

Wrecked pasts, all the trauma built up in my mind
Suppresses clarity that should have been the best of me but
As the days trudge on I feel like losing my sanity
There's a voice in my head, and it goes like this
"Choose violence, that is your agenda today"
I hear it whisper in the worst parts of my subconscious mind
If I'm to pick up a weapon, if I'm to see an omen
All these noises will project that I am losing myself
Paranoia strike me down, all that's left of me
If I'm to lose my mind, I will never be free
I don't wanna be there, I know that they can see me
When the clock turns to 3, I don't want them to see

Today I woke up and chose my taste of pain
Whether the barcode scars or acidic taste of drinking the rain
All the bruises that I hide, either through clothes or through pride
Don't forget me if I die, if I die tonight

Make the volume louder, I don't think I need to hear
All these voices in my head that tell me I am near
To the pain that I crave, and the suffering I've caused
Tell the devil that I'm tired of him laughing at my loss
There's an angel inside, he wants retribution
For a god complex that spiraled out and into confusion
And the voices just whisper, hindering any escape
I'll close my eyes and regret that I chose violence today
I chose violence today
I chose violence today

Today I woke up and chose my taste of pain
Whether the barcode scars or acidic taste of drinking the rain
All the bruises that I hide, either through clothes or through pride
So don't forget me if I die, if I die tonight
If I die tonight
If I die tonight
I won't die tonight

Phone rings, help is on the other side
There are scars on my hands, from the scratches and bites
All the pain is numbed, as my brain keeps on screaming
Can't express the pain, so I do it through bleeding
When the scars turn to scabs, will I pick at my wounds
Or will I open them again with a pain I cannot choose

Today I woke up and chose my taste of pain
Whether the barcode scars or acidic taste of drinking the rain
All the bruises that I hide, either through clothes or through pride
So don't forget me if I die, if I die tonight
If I die tonight
If I die tonight
I won't die tonight

"Choose violence, that is your agenda today"
"And if you don't choose there's a painful price for you to pay"
"So choose violence, you know it's the easy way out"
"Until you listen to yourself, you will never have a doubt"