Текст песни I Never Mattered - Shius

To the people I loved, to the people who cared
Did I change anything? Did I matter at all
In the grand scheme of things, I'm insignificant
I never mattered at all, I know I never mattered
But when the day turns to dusk, and I think back on my choices
There is a side of me that wishes that I had an impact
All these songs that I've sung, all these words that I meant
All this preaching to nobody but recordings on the screen
There are the people I care about, some I wish cared for me
All I wanted in life, was to have an effect
I never wanted control, I never wanted to change them
All I wanted in life, was to give them hope

And when I think in the night, I never mattered at all
Everyone that I've met, I know I've wanted to protect
But I cannot fight, what is not my own life
All the people I've met, have left their imprints on me
If there's a message I want to leave, in a song called life
It's a message of hope, don't you ever give up
Although I know that I'm weak, although I know that I'm broken
I will fight my own demons, I will never give up

There was a person I once loved, who taught me to care
There were the people who raised me, but they were never there
There are the people I call my friends, my family
There are the people I love, there are the people who care
Sometimes I don't deserve them, sometimes I push them away
But the people who are there for me, they still remain
And it's for them that I continue, singing stupid little songs
It's for them that I am living, although I'd never admit

And when I think in the night, I never mattered at all
Everyone that I've met, I know I've wanted to protect
But I cannot fight, what is not my own life
All the people I've met, have left their imprints on me
If there's a message I want to leave, in a song called life
It's a message of hope, don't you ever give up
Although I know that I'm weak, although I know that I'm broken
I will fight my own demons, I will never give up

Although I never mattered, a part of me cannot give up
And I remain here waiting, for the sun to come out
Although I never mattered, I'll write this message for you
I will always love your memory, and hope that you will, too
I know I never mattered, I know I never mattered
But when the sun comes in the morning I will still remain
I know I never mattered, I know I'll never matter
But if you ever come back, I will be the same

And when I think in the night, I never mattered at all
Everyone that I've met, I know I've wanted to protect
But I cannot fight, what is not my own life
All the people I've met, have left their imprints on me
If there's a message I want to leave, in a song called life
It's a message of hope, don't you ever give up
Although I know that I'm weak, although I know that I'm broken
I will fight my own demons, I will never give up

To the people I loved, to the people who cared
Did I change anything? Did I matter at all
In the grand scheme of things, I'm insignificant
But I will stay the same, I will still remain