Текст песни DRXP DEAD - TXYLXR

So what?
Should I just drop dead?

Lately I've been thinking if I should just drop dead
Maybe I could fill my brain with lead
I could simply paint the walls red
Or just jump off the nearest roof instead
Make it obvious where I bled
Can you count how many times that was said?
Yeah, how much have I used those rhymes?
I can guarantee that the answer is 1 too many times
Maybe it's so often
Because it's always on my mind
And now I'm starting to go blind

My life is fading to black
This time there's no coming back
Constricted like I'm tied to a train track
And I'm hearing the clickety clack
This was a personal attack
Write some bars and put them in my backpack
Or if you prefer then I'll call it a rucksack
Playing roulette but it's Russian, no blackjack
What doesn't kill you makes you angry
Now I'll throw you to the wolf pack

So you can beat me black and blue
But I will come back and continue
'Cause I know I can make it through
Even when I'm battered and bruised
But that never means I lose
'Cause I ain't just here for you to abuse

So what?
Should I just drop dead?
So what?
Should I just drop dead?
Should I just drop dead?

I'm feeling like I should just drop dead
Or maybe fill my head with lead
Because I wanna paint the walls red
'Cause I wanna drop dead
I just wish I was dead
I wish my gut was filled with lead
I wish the walls were red with my blood
With my blood
'Cause I wanna drop dead
You said I should just drop dead
And I agree 'cause I kinda want to right now
Because this shit is so impossible to live with
I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna be here no more
So what?
Should I just drop dead?