Текст песни SHADXW - TXYLXR

I got over it now, it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died
Tryna love me but I said, I said
I cannot move on 'cause I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings with blood

I'm so introverted, I don't even hang out with my shadow
I tried to drown my demons but the water was too shallow
I'm so lonely
Even my shadow left me all alone
This time I ain't talking about how I can't find home
I've become a shadow of myself
Oh wow, it's another song about my mental health

I don't know why I even make this shit
It's not like anyone even listens to it
I suppose it's just my way of healing
By writing down all my thoughts and feelings
Then I lay staring up at the ceiling
And my eyes start to tear up
As I'm left with all my thoughts and how much this hurts
I don't know if I wanna live or I wanna die
But just thinking about that shit makes me always wanna cry

I got over it now, it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died (tryna say she ain't died)
Tryna love me but I said, I said
I cannot move on 'cause I did (I cannot move on)
Love her with all of my heart (love her with all of my heart)
All of that time (all of the time)
She said goodbye (she said goodbye)
But I'm still writing my feelings with blood
(Still writing my feelings in blood)