Текст песни IDK - TXYLXR

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
I don't know if I like this shit
But it's coming soon

I don't know what I wanna do with my life
I don't know if I wanna say goodbye
I don't know if I'm gonna die today or if I'm gonna die tomorrow
Or if I'm just gonna cry today, die tomorrow
Drowning in my own sorrow
Suffocating in my own head
That shit might put me on my deathbed
Put my fingers in my ears and just go la-la-la
Go la-la-la
Go la-la-la
Tryna drown out my own demons
Tryna drown out all my feelings
Tryna drown out my own thoughts
You don't know how hard I've fought

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
I don't know if I like this shit
But it's coming soon

I don't even know what to sing about anymore
Always about the same shit, like "I wanna drop dead on the floor"
How I'm just numb to the core
And living is starting to feel like a chore
Oh, I'm clearly just such a bore
How is this album number 4?
When I just sing about that sad shit all the time
How can I have 4 albums full of the same old rhymes?
Oh my, oh my

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
I don't know if I like this shit
But it's coming soon

This album can be interpreted in more than 1 way
But have you read what any of the lyrics say?
Wouldn't bother, same old shit, different name
That's 1 reason this shit will never give me any fame
You hear 1 of my songs, you've heard all of 'em
As they all sound the same
Believe that if you want but that's simply not true
I know I'll never have a breakthrough
But that sad shit isn't all I can do