Текст песни Dear Josh - Take Two

Yo, take two I don't know if you will ever see this
I just want to say I'm thankful for the songs I'm hearing
Some nights when I'm alone and feel cold inside
I play your songs and my night becomes a bit more bright
You see at school the kids in class they try to pick on me
I got depression and I also got anxiety
The girl I love, she went and left me for another guy
But I play your songs and it kinda takes her off my mind
My whole school life I've always been that different kid
Swapped sports for books and never fitted in
And when I'm at home all I do is hear my parents fight
So I play your music through my ears so I don't hear them fight
Everyday I walk these halls the same way
They yell and laugh at me it's always been the fucking same
And when I'm home and I'm alone yes I cut myself
But that song you wrote my conscious made me stop myself

Dear Josh I'm grateful we inspire you
I never knew my songs could help with what your going through
I understand it man I've been there in that same place
So every time I'm feeling cold I write these songs, HEY
See I used to bottle all my emotions up
But the longer they are on our minds, the harder they become for us
I used to love a girl who went and broke my heart
No matter all these songs they will never heal these scars
It's so hard we never forget our first love
But understand it's for a reason that's what life does
The kids at school the ones who try to pick on you
You got something they don't have don't let them get to you
See I was picked on when we dropped school in year ten
When we made the music public show the fake friends
I had people turn there back on me who I didn't expect
But I'm glad to see them gone they weren't my real friends

I see you cut your wrists Josh you don't have to do it
If you ever feeling low you can play my music
I'll be your voice bro when you can't find the words
Your inspiration when ever you feeling hurt

Wow I didn't think you'd reply
You see I've always watched your journey that's why
I see you guys as role models I inspire you to be
And I thank you for your time for replying to me
But things have been so shit don't know if I can cope with it
My parents split and I'm tired of these arguments
I ain't writing this just to get your sympathy
But I feel safer when we speak because I know your understanding me
The other day my depression got the best of me
I was alone at home when I was by myself you see
That top shelf was where my dad left his painkillers
And I took eight of them I thought they'd make me feel better
I blamed dad I was compulsive on the floor,
My sister came home I was dying that's for sure
That's where my life flashed right before my eyes
I woke up in the hospital the doctors saved my life
I never thought that my life would play out this way
I'm just a kid with a dream that I don't chase
All I ever wanted was to be accepted
I made it this far I think I learned my lesson
Josh don't ever take life for granted your
Here for a reason I just think you need to plan it
Keep your chin up I got a tear in my eye
It's clear to me your still breathing cause it wasn't your time
See your life has a purpose you just haven't discovered
Learn to love yourself before you care about others
Think about your sister too she almost lost her brother
Imagine the phone call they had to make to your mother
See we get a lot of messages that rest on my mind
What if someone needs my help but doesn't get the reply
That's why I tell it in a song I tell her when I write
I'm sorry if your'e hearing this and never got my reply
The message we receive have an impact on me
And I know you won't understand unless you see what we read
All the stories and the battles out