Текст и перевод песни Ummon - O'asalim

O'asalim

Eslayman Qòshiq Matni
Haq, so'zlaring rost
Oramizda qolmadi hech qanday bir so'z
Shunchaki oq qogoz yolg'ondan
Sani sevaman dep yozilgan hatolardan iborat
Ikki so'z lekin u qogozda qolib ketar bir umrga
Balki yoqib yuborarman ertayo indinga
Chunki xoxlamayman menga sen haqingda eslatishini hech narsa
Yuragim hasta hayotim asta asta o'tib ketdi
Sani kutib yashash jonga tegib ketdi
Yo'llarim bora bora torayib ketdi
Biz o'tirgan bekatlar eskirib ketdi
Shuncha asrab sevganim mandan kechib ketdi
Jonga tegib ketdi
Sen haqingda har xil so'zlar
Yuragim qanchalar intalar shu so'zlar
Bilasanmi manga qanchalar og'ir shu so'zlarni eshitish
Sen haqingda yuribdi yomon so'zlar
Shuncha hatolar o'tdi oradan
Kimnidir bag'rida sevib sevilib yasharsan
Lek yurakni ko'zlari bo'lmas ekan
Sevaverar ekan
Atrofga bir nazar pisand qila olmas ekan
Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan
Ahir sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan
Hayotda hamma narsadan to'yar ekansan
Lekin negadir sevaverar ekan san
Ayt ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt
Shuncha azob va yana deydi qayt
Qanday qaytay ahir undaku ayb
Yuragim ayt
Haq, so'zlaring rost
Sani sevishimga qolmadi bir asos
Sani o'ylasam gar yuragim og'riydi biroz
Shugina xolos
Agarda hayotimda bo'lmaganingda balki bo'lardi o'zgacha
Hali hamon qiynalaman uxlolmay tonggacha
Yana qancha yuragim mayda parcha parcha bo'lib ketdi shu kunlargacha
Balki ancha uni unutaman deb keyotgan manzilimgacha
Balki hech qachon unutolmasman sen
Yuragimga o'chmas qilib yozilgan ilk sevgimni
Balki yaralar bitar hammasi o'tib ketar
Yilar o'tgandan keyin yana tag'in kim bilar
Sani kutmay qo'yganman
Faqat yuragim kutar
Sani demay qo'yganman
Faqat yuragim so'rar
Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan
Ahir sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan
Eslayman kutmayman
Yig'laysan qaytmayman
Bilarman bilarsan
Bir kuni unitilarsan
Afsuslar aqlingni
Yolg'izlik qalbingni
Sog'inchlar sochingni
Yosh to'la ko'zingni

O'asalim

Eslayman Song Lyrics
God, your words are true
There are no more words left between us
Just white paper covered in lies
Written with errors of me saying I love you
Two words, but they will remain on that paper for a lifetime
Maybe I'll burn them tomorrow morning
Because I don't want anything to remind me of you
My heart is sick, my life has slowly passed me by
Waiting for you has eaten away at my soul
My paths have narrowed more and more
The stations where we used to sit have grown old
She whom I loved so much has grown away from me
It has eaten away at my soul
All sorts of things are being said about you
My heart races when I hear these words
Do you know how hard it is for me to hear these things?
The rumors about you are spreading
So many mistakes have been made
When you love someone with all your heart and they love you back
But your heart may not have eyes
And may love
No matter how hard you look around, you may not be able to find anyone else
What does this heart of mine want from you?
After all, your heart has grown away from me
We all get tired of everything in life
But for some reason, I guess we keep on loving
Tell me, what does this heart want from you, tell me?
So much agony, and yet it still says, go back
How can I go back? After all, the fault is there
Tell me, my heart
God, your words are true
There is no longer any reason for me to love you
If I think about you, my heart aches a little
That's all
If you had never been in my life, perhaps things would have been different
I still struggle, I can't sleep until dawn
How much longer will my heart break into tiny pieces like this?
Perhaps I will forget all of it by the time I reach my destination
Perhaps I will never forget you
My first love, written into my heart in an unforgettable way
Perhaps the wounds will heal and everything will pass
Who knows what will happen years from now?
I have given up waiting for you
But my heart still waits
I have given up calling for you
But my heart still asks
What does this heart of mine want from you?
After all, your heart has grown away from me
Eslayman, I won't wait
You cry, I won't return
I know, you know
One day, you will be forgotten
Regret will cloud your mind
Loneliness will fill your heart
Yearning will cling to your hair
Time will steal the youth from your eyes