Текст и перевод песни Ummon - Sog'indim Asalim

Sog'indim Asalim

Yo'q, mehribonim yo'q, gulbahorim yo'q.
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Beg'uborim yo'q, dil oromim yo'q,
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Sani sog'indim bugun hammadan ko'proq,
Hamma yaqinlarim yonimda, faqat san yo'q.
Sansiz ko'nglimga sig'maydi hech qanday bayram,
Baxt bizni tark etdi – yomon qilar alam.
Tanam bo'ysungani bilan ichimdagi hislarimni
Boshqara olmayabman, olib bo'lmayabdi dam.
Tushlarimda san, tursam ham o'zing, faqat yo'qliging,
Qalbim og'rib ochiladi ko'zlarim.
Dilimda qolib ketdi qancha aytar so'zlarim,
Go'zalim, sog'indim sani yomon.
Yog'ayotgan yomg'irlar deydilar "bari tamom",
Yo'q, yolg'on, ishonmayman sani yo'qotganimga.
Ketdingmi qaytmas bo'lib bir umrga?
To'rt devor orasida qolib ketdim yolg'iz.
Qaylarga uchib ketding, aytgin mansiz?
Yo'q, mehribonim yo'q, gulbahorim yo'q.
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Beg'uborim yo'q, dil oromim yo'q,
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Kuzgi yomg'ir yog'ardi shivirlab,
Baqirdim bor ovoz bilan,
Tomog'imdagi tomirlarim titrab,
Nolalarim yetib bormadimi san taraf?
Sog'indingmi mani, ayt hech bo'lmasa pichirlab?
Pichirlab ertalabgacha gaplashishlarimiz esimdan ketmas,
So'ngra uxlab qolar eding jim-jit.
Faqat eshitilar edi olayotganing nafas,
Hozir esa shu ham eshitilmas.
Bo'ldi, tamom,
Bo'ldi, sani ko'zlaringga tik qarash armon bo'ldi.
Somon bo'ldi terim ortidagi go'sht.
Bo'm-bo'sh ko'chalarda yurib izladim nafis iforing,
Ko'rish istagida diydoring.
Sog'indim sani ishon,
Tikondek botar yuragimga nimadir.
Gavharsan, gulsan, dursan,
Dunyodagi eng mehribon insonsan man uchun...
Sog'indim mehringni, mehribonim seni,
Faqat seni...
Sog'indim, sog'indim, ko'zlaring, yuzlaring,
Faqat seni...
Yo'q, mehribonim yo'q, gulbahorim yo'q.
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Beg'uborim yo'q, dil oromim yo'q,
Topolmasligim bilib, og'riydi yuragim.
Og'riydi yuragim...

I Miss You, My Love

No, my dear one, no, my spring flower, no.
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
My carefree self is gone, my heart is restless,
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
I miss you today more than anyone else,
All my loved ones are by my side, but only you are missing.
Without you, my heart cannot hold any joy,
Happiness has left us - the world is cruel.
Although my body obeys me, I cannot control the feelings in my heart,
I cannot find peace, I cannot get any rest.
You are in my dreams, when I am awake you are also with me, but you are absent,
My heart aches and my eyes open.
So many words remain in my heart, unspoken,
My beauty, I miss you terribly.
The falling rain says "everything is fine",
No, it's a lie, I do not believe that I have lost you.
Have you gone forever, never to return?
I am left alone within these four walls.
Have you flown away to the mountains, tell me without me?
No, my dear one, no, my spring flower, no.
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
My carefree self is gone, my heart is restless,
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
The autumn rain fell with a whisper,
I shouted with all my might,
The veins in my throat pulsating,
Did my cries reach you, my love?
Do you miss me, tell me, even in a whisper?
I cannot forget our whispered conversations until dawn,
Then you would fall asleep, quiet and still.
Only the sound of your breathing could be heard,
But now even that cannot be heard.
It's over, it's done,
It is a dream to look directly into your eyes.
The flesh behind my skin has turned to straw.
I walked the empty streets looking for your delicate fragrance,
Yearning to see you.
Believe me, I miss you,
Something pricks my heart like a thorn.
You are a pearl, a flower, a dream,
You are the kindest person in the world to me...
I miss your love, my dear, I miss you,
Only you...
I miss, I miss, your eyes, your face,
Only you...
No, my dear one, no, my spring flower, no.
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
My carefree self is gone, my heart is restless,
Knowing that I cannot meet you pains my heart.
My heart aches...