Текст песни I'm Sorry - Zh3dd

There's a lot in my life that I need to fix
My grandma told me all I needed was a crucifix
Or a bible
Or a better idol, or
Maybe I just need to save up money for a ride home, I
Hate the room that's filled with silence, I
Think about the girl I lost who I didn't have to try with, and
Moving away from friends who I'd have a midnight drive with
It seems the things I lost are my fault
But
I didn't end this fuckin' verse, you'll
Only see my wrist fuckin' cold right in a hearse
All of my regrets are all just lessons that I learned
You have UNO lives and I'm bout to pull that damn reverse card

Don't you see me
Look baby, I made it
Look baby, I made it
Daddy fuckin' made it
That's all I wanna say
To your lovely face
When you ask me why I left
And then you'll probably run away
But that's okay
At least I know that
You're really, really happy at that place
The dreams you'll chase
Isn't far
Just work really hard
Boys are not important, they'll just break your fuckin' heart
Life is dark
And demons, you'll be fightin' em
If you need some help, I'll try to give some bright enlightenment

But let me tell you something sad
Something more depressing than not knowing whose your dad
Something that can press onto your chest and make you mad
It's life, but it isn't that bad
When you make the right choices
Ignore the loud noises
You're gonna be like daddy, so don't give into the voices that
Tell you fuckin' rage, and says sadness will remain
That tells you life is fuckin' meaningless
It's just a damn game

Yes, your mind will surely change
And there's wisdom that you'll gain
Hopefully when you hear this you'll know everything I'm saying
I'm to blame
I'm the deadbeat dad
Who just
Wanted to give you the life I never had
I'm to blame
I'm the deadbeat dad
Who just
Wanted to give you the life I never had
I'm to blame
I'm the deadbeat dad
Who just wanted to give you the life I never had
I'm to blame
But see I ain't so drained

You got mommy there to help you, and she'll take your pain
I'm to blame
I'm the one to hate
But daddy loves you
Loves you till he's there in his grave
I'm really sorry
Sorry daddy's really fuckin' far
He just saw his life there, and saw that shit was really hard
And I'm sorry that he didn't work it out with fuckin' mom
It's just life where people will surely drift apart
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Really fuckin' sorry, wow
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry