Текст песни to paradise - boywithahalo

I watched all my tears turn to an ocean
I toss and turn in my shell that I can't open up
Wonder all the time if I cross your mind
My paradise, I wait in line

I've had enough to live, seen enough places
Now I'm waiting for the light to come and take me up
Into paradise, I wait in line
My paradise, I wait in line

I guess it all started when I was 15
Faced with the reality of moving on
I didn't really know how
So I turned to familiar comforts
Episodes that lasted for days
And the days turned to years
Time just doesn't stop for no one it seems

It's probably why I live in my own world
And daydream by the shores to just
Breathe

But over time I've come to realize
It wasn't suffering that I felt anymore
It was numbness

And so to feel again
I begged and pleaded with the powers that may be
The words slipped my memory, but
In the midst of my breakdown I felt a sound

And all I could see was the light