Текст песни Life Above (feat. Pastnight) - deeprest

I can't help but wonder why
Will this be me the rest my life?
I'm running out of time
Her name still always on my mind
Yeah, fuck another thotty bitch
I know that that won't fix this shit
But I don't know what else to do
The walls inside my brain are blue
But damn, I wish that they were red
I'm another testament
Of why this shit's played out
Boy falls in love, you know the rest of it
Call another fucking girl
Mary Jane, she rule my world
Take a couple puffs
Sniff a couple lines
Pour another shot
Until I'm twitching, dying

Flying around like I'm Peter Pan
I been searching for my Neverland
I been hoping that I never land
I don't think that you can understand
So leave me up in the sky, never coming down
They say they feel me but they don't, that's why they not around
And I been feeling like a burden in my hometown
Ain't nobody love me, I'm too fucking scared to go out
They say they feel me but I know they won't
If I tell them then I know they fucking down to walk
I been feeling like a zombie so I never talk
No, I never talk
I pop a pill and then I'm nodding off
Oh yeah, I'm nodding off