Текст песни This Wasn't Meant To Be a Sad Song - sleepy benjamin

I woke up feeling afraid of the person who I am
I spent the morning crying in the shower like a man
God damn

I lose my self in pictures
Of when things were simple
Oh God I miss the simple so bad
Did I just lose everything, everyone, every future
That I never had

I don't wanna be me now
Cos that's somebody who let you down
Fuck
This wasn't meant to be a sad song
How did I get upside down
And lose everything that I care about?
(I let you down)
Fuck
This wasn't meant to be
This wasn't meant to be a sad song

It's like a poorly written movie scene
Or maybe this is all a bad dream
So someone get me out of this slumber that I'm deep under, yeah
I wonder what my friends think now
I don't reckon they'd be too proud
And now everything's numb for how much longer?

(Oh) I lose my self in pictures of when things were simple
Oh God I miss simple so bad
I just wanna be someone I thought that I was
Now I'm not that man

I don't wanna be me now
Cos that's somebody who let you down
Fuck
This wasn't meant to be a sad song
(wasn't meant to be this way)
How did I get upside down
And lose everything that I care about?
(I let you down)
Fuck
This wasn't meant to be
This wasn't meant to be a sad song

I let you down, I let you down
Cos I'm somebody who
Who let you down
This wasn't meant to be a sad song
(how did I get upside down?)
I let you down, I let you down
Cos I'm somebody who
Who let you down
This wasn't meant to be
This wasn't meant to be a sad song