Lyrics Wings - CJ
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
Felt
like
time
was
frozen
in
a
fucking
instant
Decisions
based
off
luck
and
intuition
My
heart
Poured
out
on
every
verse
I've
written
Got
no
love
left
to
give
them
So
now
it's
fuck
the
system
I'm
sick
of
what
it
did
to
me
It
got
me
thinking
industry
Before
any
more
shit's
released
Asking,
can
I
ever
make
a
mill
off
these?
Most
likely
not
So
I
tighten
knot
And
claim
writer's
block
gotten
into
me
The
inner
me
can't
cope
with
all
the
fronting
I'm
jumping
on
my
twitter
feed
and
telling
lies
in
public
When
asked
about
my
progress
I
regress
back
to
bluffing
Like
fuck
this,
I'll
jump
ship
I'll
bump
up
the
budget
Then
bang
Jump
back
in
with
a
whole
new
energy
Devil
speaks
louder
than
god
so
I
block
what
they
telling
me
Listen
for
melodies
hidden
beneath
all
the
jealousy
Seventeen
feet
from
the
edge
Then
I
jumped
to
my
death
and
the
darkness
enveloped
me
Take
3 shots
to
the
head
like
a
Kennedy
Blow
Blow
Blow
and
the
Ketamine
tempting
me
Got
me
addressing
these
things
only
way
I
know
how
I
lift
up
the
liquor
to
mouth
Drink
till
my
cheek
on
the
ground
Wish
I
could
say
something
else
so
my
momma'd
be
proud
But
fuck
it,
I
feel
like
i'm
stuck
in
a
rut
and
I
just
cant
get
out
Wish
I
was
stronger
like
more
like
my
father
I
call
out,
I
shout
And
all
of
a
sudden,
just
nothing
I
pick
up
the
pen
and
I
write
this
shit
down
I
write
this
shit
down
If
I
could
grow
wings
I
would
fly
away
If
I
could
grow
wings
I
would
fly
away
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
I'm
sorry
that
this
shit
got
kinda
heavy
Carried
other
people's
problems
Couldn't
lift
what
I
was
benching
So
I
fell
I
know
I
shouldn't
tell
other's
stories
But
the
shit
we
keep
ignoring
That's
the
wounds
that
never
heal
So
I
spill
They
say
what
doesn't
kill
you
makes
you
stronger
But
the
stronger
doses
kill
Got
a
homie
who
had
told
me
If
it
wasn't
for
his
family
He
would
fucking
kill
himself
This
shit
is
real
This
shit
is
real
I
didn't
know
how
I
could
help
But
I
sat
down
by
his
side
and
I
listened
to
his
tale
It
was
just
another
night,
well
as
far
as
I
could
tell
With
tears
all
in
his
eyes,
he
talked
me
through
all
his
regrets
He'd
written
up
a
list
of
why
he
thought
he
ain't
worth
shit
You
tripping
dawg
I
don't
wanna
get
involved
But
from
where
i'm
sitting,
this
is
all
sounding
different
To
the
kid
I
usually
kick
it
with,
you
got
it
twisted
You
got
it
twisted
I'll
admit
we
haven't
talked
about
since
But
it's
never
left
my
head
I'm
not
religious
but
I
prayed
that
god
protect
him
I
pray
he
find
direction
And
in
the
meantime
I'll
keep
an
eye
out
for
my
brethren
Catch
the
devil
sweating
If
I
could
grow
wings
I
would
fly
away
If
I
could
grow
wings
I
would
fly
away
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
My
stress
was
just
a
blessing
in
disguise
Counting
seconds
fore
we
pass
the
finish
line
In
my
eyes,
I
was
rapping
to
survive
If
I
don't
speak
my
mind
I
will
never
do
the
time
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