Lyrics Slowly Letting Go - JayteKz

These suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head
It's hard for me to wake up and roll out of bed
I'm tired of feeling weak, and I'm tired of feeling dead
I'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands
And it's hard for me to vent cause I hear the same shit
But you don't feel what I feel when the pain hits
I could fill my walls are about to cave in
I see my downfall and I'm falling straight in
Nothing feels the same anymore, no, no
I don't feel the love, all I feel is alone
What If I become so numb, so cold
Wish that I can run far away from home
I've been holding on for far too long
Slowly letting go from the world in my palms
Sorry if this hurts, I don't mean no harm
Put me in the dirt cause my time has come oooohhhhhh

Slowly letting go
Of all I've ever known
And all you've ever seen
Was all I've ever shown
But deep inside I'm trying
And deep inside I'm crying
And deep inside I'm dying
I'm tired of holding on
Slowly letting go
Of all I've ever known
And all you've ever seen
Was all I've ever shown
But deep inside I'm trying
And deep inside I'm crying
And deep inside I'm dying
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on

These suicidal thoughts got me lost in my heart
Forgetting how to love cause my hearts' torn apart
And all my loved ones we have slowly grown apart
I'm staring at myself like I don't know who you are
No I don't know who you are anymore, no, no
I don't know who you are you've become so cold
Got so many scars buried deep inside my soul
Reaching for the stars while I feel so low
And I do not wanna' live
Forgive me for my sins
Sorry If I hurt you but this is how it ends
Tired of faking smiles I can no longer pretend
Tired of breaking down got no strength left within
To the ones that I love
Please don't mourn
Finally at peace, I no longer feel the storm
Finally at ease, from the sorrow and the tears
Finally I'm free from this life that I fear, yeah

Slowly letting go
Of all I've ever known
And all you've ever seen
Was all I've ever shown
But deep inside I'm trying
And deep inside I'm crying
And deep inside I'm dying
I'm tired of holding on
Slowly letting go
Of all I've ever known
And all you've ever seen
Was all I've ever shown
But deep inside I'm trying
And deep inside I'm crying
And deep inside I'm dying
I'm tired of holding on