Lyrics Suicidal Heaven - JayteKz

You said you would sell your soul?
Surrender to me
There is nowhere to run
There is nowhere to go

I could feel your presence
Swear to god I could feel your presence
I don't know what you want from me or why the fuck you think I'm one of your possessions!
Constantly I'm stressing
I ain't been to sleep in fucking days
Every time I close my fucking eyes I can see my life going up in flames
People said I changed
Tell me something that I don't know
Like tell me why I'm so suicidal wanna' blast a rifle through my fucking skull
The Devil wants my soul
I could feel him tearing through my skin
I could hear him breathing down my neck
And every sunrise is growing dim
I said it's growing dim
All this darkness I hold within
I've grown heartless and filled with sins
The Devil's conscious, that's where I've been
He held me hostage and I can't escape
I'm out of options and I'm losing faith
He's always watching every move I make I proceed with caution every fucking day
It's a fucking plague
I could feel my heart slowly break
Torn apart and my soul's decayed
Holding on but won't be okay
Holding on but won't be okay
Hope is gone, I'm no longer safe
Forgive me God, for all of my mistakes

Fuck
I don' know how long I can take this shit
These fucking voices in my fucking head!
Fuck
Just get the fuck out
I'ma blow my fucking brains out
I can't fucking take this shit anymore, fuck!

I could feel your presence
Swear to god I could feel your presence
I don't know what you want from me or why the fuck you think I'm one of your obsessions!
Stuck in depression
Going through Hell while I seek for Heaven
Won't prevail, I could feel the tension
Skin is pale, dying every second, fuck
Tell my family I apologize
I knew I should've been hospitalized
I tried to warn em' like a thousand times, enough
I can no longer bear this misery
Please wake me up from this bitter dream
Someone please respond to my hidden screams please
I don't know what to fucking do
All these nightmares are coming true
All that I feel is cut and bruised
How could I heal while being abused?
How could I heal while being misused?
Someone kill me and cut me loose
Tie my head inside a fucking noose
Tie my head inside a fucking noose
I've been dead this is nothing new
I'm possessed with corrupted views
Nothing left for me to fucking lose
Nothing left for me to fucking gain
Tired of walking in my fucking shoes
Tired of living my whole life in vain