Lyrics Rest in Sorrow - JayteKz

Take a swig from the Jack
Drink 'till I puke and my vision is black
I don't wanna' think or revisit the past
So I gotta' drink just to fill in the cracks
The cracks in my heart, the cracks in my soul
I reach out and to God cause I feel so alone
Got no where to go, I'm stuck on my own
Can't find happiness cause depression has grown
I really wish this was all a joke
But the fact is I wanna' slit my fucking throat
Grab a strap, pull the trigger let my brain explode
Take a handful of pills 'till I overdose
Grab a rope, tie the knot till I fucking choke
Suicide on my mind, that's my only hope
Swerving off the road, I'm losing my control
And when I finally die, just know I made it home
I don't give a fuck who ain't here for me
They'd be the same ones who'd shed tear for me
You never gave a fuck, you weren't sincere to me
Now that I ain't breathing, you're so dear to me
I don't want to live and I don't want to love
I just want to quit, I fucking had enough
When I kill myself, stay the fuck away!
Don't you stare step a foot upon my grave

Wonder where is love
I cannot find it
Felt it once before
And I was blinded
Don't know who to trust
Who to confide in
Oh, I am fucking dying
Wash away my tears
And let the blood shed
Once I've disappeared
I've found my purpose
Nothing left to say
I got to go now
Oh, bury me below the ground
Wonder where is love
I cannot find it
Felt it once before
And I was blinded
Don't know who to trust
Who to confide in
Oh, I am fucking dying
Wash away my tears
And let the blood shed
Once I've disappeared
I've found my purpose
Nothing left to say
I got to go now
Oh, bury me below the ground

I got Innocence tatted on my face
It's right above my left eyebrow
It takes me back to those happy days
It takes me back to when I was a child
Way before I knew what pain was
And way before those heartbreaks struck
And way before we had to take drugs so we can get a taste of fake love
I fucking hate love and what it's turned to
Those you love the most are gonna' hurt you
Those you love the most are gonna' hold you close, lift you up from lows then desert you
It's the worst truth, and it fucking kills
When loves' true colors do reveal
When love forces you to love someone who gon' stab your heart and watch the blood spill
It was never real
I will never heal
Boutta' break down, I feel the pressure built
I will never find out if Heaven's real
Cause the Devil's pressing at my fucking heels
I can feel the heat
I can feel the hate
I can feel defeat, that's my only fate
But I feel relieved, and I feel okay
Let me rot in peace let my skin decay

Wonder where is love
I cannot find it
Felt it once before
And I was blinded
Don't know who to trust
Who to confide in
Oh, I am fucking dying
Wash away my tears
And let the blood shed
Once I've disappeared
I've found my purpose
Nothing left to say
I got to go now
Oh, bury me below the ground