Lyrics Drowning - MeatSpady

I'm going down
I cannot swim so I know it for certain that I'm gonna drown
Holding my breath but that ain't gonna help and I can't make a sound
Try to keep calm but I'm panicking I need some rescuing now
But who gonna help? Nobody guess I'm gone get it myself
It's like I work for my health
Nobody see me I'm stealth
All of the pain that I felt
Still I get put on the shelf
Guess it's the hand I was dealt
But I cannot fold
I just strap up like Girbaud
I just stand tall as a pole
This is the way that shit go
They say you know if you know well the one thing I know is I'm

I'm going off
No gps to direct like the rest and I know that I'm lost
Good at mathematics these checks don't add up but I'm paying the cost
I run away but it seem like my problems are never resolved
In fact they only evolve
Keep coming back they revolve
Russian roulette with this tre-eight revolve that's how I solve
Instead of just curing the cause
I put emotions on pause
Now I'm just numb to it all
Women say I'm immature young niggas think I'm the bull
I don't wanna do this no more
Put on a beat I just pour
That is what brings me allure
Caution it's wet on this floor from

What's going on?
Fighting these waves they crashing my body I'm losing my arms
Way too much stress on my chest I'm not smiling I'm losing my charm
Past due the mortgage cause I can't afford I'm losing my home
And that's not a bar some nights I sleep in the car
Prepping for losing it all
Only a few I can call
They got they own set of problems and I cannot solve em or give em no more
I check myself at door
Never let tears hit the floor
Sometimes it rains and it pours
Stop then start raining some more
Man I got trouble galore
Wonder what else is in store right now I'm