Lyrics Sorry - MeatSpady

I wanna apologize to people that I might've hurt
Fix things before they get worse
I never could do it to your face
So I gotta do it through a verse

I'm sorry to myself for not taking care of your mental health for putting your emotions on a shelf
I should've been taking home but instead I was saving the world caring for everybody else
I really didn't love you, I didn't respect you, I allowed people to mistreat and neglect you
I can only ask you forgive me for the pain I cause the devil almost won and you almost lost

I'm sorry to my cousin for not being a flunky ego is a drug and you was being a junky
I'm sorry for coping a quarter ounce and making that shyt bounce
Risking my whole life why you was home on the couch
For fucking your bottom bitch giving her better dick for finally realizing you wasn't with the shyts
For noticing that we wasn't cut from the same cloth for thinking we was always on when we was off

I'm sorry to Bianca and Niyah wish I could be a provider
But pride wouldn't allow it and I admit I was childish
I apologize for my actions the thing about time is it don't go backwards
Only if it did we would prolly have a kid that's still a decision that hasn't made it through my head
I know it really hurt that we did what we did and that's probably the reason why we are where we is

I'm sorry to Dame for not playing your game
You thinking I left you and caused you pain
That shyt hurts me so I'll explain so we don't gotta walk this road again
First things first you a grown ass man, and I be goddamn if I hold your hand
You saying I left you but I loved the worst and the best you you was hatchu I was bless you
If you needed me you can call that was it, that was all, you made a choice and you ran off with out with Mal
That's just a side a of the fence I won't cross sorry that you think Islam made me soft
Life got too rough and I ain't pick you up but first thing I taught you was fish for yourself
You didn't listen but since I'm not fishing you walk around like I owe you some help
But keep all your threats and your hands to yourself and don't step to me til you standing yourself
Yes I still love ya you my baby brotha but you got a son and your son got a mother
You thinking what we gone to each other I'm thinking what we could do for each other
So stop walking round with your chest piece so heavy and come and talk to your big bro when you ready

I'm sorry to Khariyyah Bey it's really nothing more I can say
I'm the only dad you ever known any way but I'm sorry for the words that I couldn't say
I'm sorry you wasn't given a voice to influence the choice that me
And your mom made for you I would've stayed
It's a whole lot of games I saw was being played so after the divorce I'm forced to go astray

I'm sorry to Moody Mac I know I should've never hid facts
Matter fact I know I should've never hid jack I pray to Allah you forgive that
I pray to Allah you forgive me and all I ask for is clarity
Cause all you gave me was charity so I hope you feeling my sincerity

I'm sorry to Tay I know you was feeling a kind of way I was dealing shyt everyday
For what I was going thru I couldn't keep my focus on you eventually one of us had to lose
I chose you to win if nothing I would still have a friend but my love for you won't end
I could write song after song I got nothing to hide for some reason with you love is stronger than pride

I'm sorry to my kids for even thinking the things that I did for putting a weapon up to my head
Y'all gotta understand at the time I was helpless I'm realizing now I was only being selfish
So when I do songs like this I'm being selfless I know that if I'm going through this somebody else is
And no I'm not perfect but I served a purpose and every mistake that I ever made was so worth it

I'm Sorry