Lyrics A Drunken Warrior - Next Apollo

With all this Henny in my cup
God gave Communion to his son
Grow my soul from what it was
Drank a shot, and now i'm drunk
Shot my shot, and now i'm sunk
Prolly spent a couple bucks
Never 'gain with all these bums
Shit, it was what it was
But its never just enough
I might crossfade ya bud
Leave em high off in the cut
Loyalty ain't nothing new, It was something that would come
Never really gave a fuck, yet i was always insecure

Life had me self conscious, thinking what my conscience had in store
Stored in my brain just to implode

Built-up like an intro
Couldn't light the indo
Cause one light could set ablaze my grip on status symbols
Lose a job, lose a house
Lose a family, Lose a spouse
Lose myself and give up in a town that's filled with all these doubts
In these streets, negativity that leaves me in a frown
In a pout
Like a kiddie on his b-day, hating on his birthday clown

If I burn the devils lettuce I might go to hell
But I need to fucking chill, my life ain't really well
Well, I'm well off but, not my mind it swells
Pain from my loneliness always rings the bell

I might give to temptation, let my flaws out
Like the purge, its just a day, let the claws out
I'm not tryna ball, or let it all out
But I need to do something 'fore I break down and fall out

Fall out, and I might be a disaster
Leave a trainwreck, and dig the rubble right after
And play it off, say it was a seance
My old friend of mine, enemy, happiness that was preyed on

Everyday a constant cycle that i do again
God make me anew with all these sins again
Rebirth, or reincarnate to a new day
Cause its an everyday struggle with the new me