Lyrics Yours Truely - Next Apollo

Feel the evergreens, and everything I feel belongs
Live a long life, and celebrate it like an asap song
Even in my self righteous, I still find some way to wrong
Got me in mood, this foo fights forever long
Time to Adobe photoshop my smile, and then edit on
Effort in my everything, leaves everything read on
Hoping for the day I see these suckers getting flexed upon
And got me in conspiracies, dreaming upper echelon

Was uncle snoop for so long, that became we a family
All my bros and sistas help me when the feelings feel uncanny
Scared of life, like back when I was only known as mijo to my granny
Now I'm slowly growin towards myself from what the lord had hand me

Wishing our shipping became true, yet that ship sailed
Put inside a mental battle, yet the mission failed
Failure in lessons, take that thought and turn that into rails
When I'm lookin over edges, I don't slip into another tale

I need to move on, but even moving has a shipping cost
Since the loss has gone, still invaded by invasive thoughts
I have the strength to fight, still in need to put the armor on
Leaves me with some damage, but a scratch has never done me wrong

Horoscopes confirm trust issues, take the bull out like a taurus
This bull is moving on, lookin to better things, like a tourist
Moving out, but for these feelings, I can't ignore
Past that I leave, was a past that I had implored

I'm a
Take a step back, and think about it more
Make the next rack, and spend double what i had before
Have fun some, cause I'm more than materials i have of course
Make some fake beef, and talk about it, Michael Rappaport

No A J Tracey dreams of getting cat packs
No mo chasin rap dreams from only snapchat
We pushing to the atmosphere, like a space race
Space myself from everybody, cause bitches be fake, like jake takes

Challenging my righteousness
Straight thru all my biases
My pious always lends a ear, rings my head like tenitous
Was strong before coronavirus, then i felt i couldnt fight it
Put my soul into an album, felt no one else could bite it
Dreams for dollar signs replaced by thoughts of being godly, iris
But my iris couldn't take the signs, tearing up, sinusitis
Women came into my life, and made me think that i could try it
Breakup at our height made me write abstract and kept me flying
Hope that no one caught me slippping, catch me trippin, silocybin
Couldn't carry any hate, even if I really spite em
Even if u tried to kill my dreams, as if u pontius pilate
Jesus loved his people, as a catholic, I die to be just like him

Pour my heart onto this seed of life, and grow it into yggdrasil
Refresh my mind with fresh fair, like im in the forests in Brasil
With an amazon ting, that lights my name on shiny rings
With finer things, finest wine, designer clothes and diamond bling
Live away from y'all, but afford a fly and greet
Have some children with my genes, that make me proud of what I bring
Grow a family in time, and live a long life comfortably
Grow old surrounded by the people that have loved me

Thats the shit I beg for, hoping that I could've moved on
Take emotions from this heartbreak, and put it onto a new song
The list of hobbies i can prosper just to reach my new form
Yet the regret of a breakup keeps its lurking on for too long

Never perfect, I'm an flawed human being
Im a god with no meaning
Im a dark european
I been scarred by my feelings
Been at odds with my demons
Taking off wit the spirits
Making off with my dealings
Pushing off from my ceiling

And... Maybe someday we'll be together
I can deal with feelings better, and think of things before I enter
I was torn in this storm that ive finally weathered
Good thing i have, a warm heart in this sweater weather
One mans trash is another mans treasure
Treasure in the moment, or take granted forever
This my final cutoff, use to be a love letter,
Sincerely, Yours Truely, I hope you'll finally feeling better