Lyrics Despite My Fears I Will Prevail - Shius

Still tired, still scared, still angry
I am living a life that only I can carry

Even though I am scared, I will prevail
Through this storm I will stay, despite my fears
Even though I am tired, I will remain
Through the dark I will still, still stay alive

In this life that I live, I choose to face myself or die
Say the truth once more, I know I have to stay alive
Through a cyclical mind, I suffer from this depression
But death will not be the answer, to isolation I've chosen
So live through, survive, against all the odds
In trauma I was forged but I am not what they have wrought
There is a difference when I know that I can be something else
There is some hope when I am fighting to believe in myself

There is hurt in my life, there is sadness in these words
I was so desperate for closure, I forgot myself
I will live, die, I will fight by your side
Through these songs I face my truth, while I fight to survive
And I fight to stay alive
I will fight to stay alive

Even though I am scared, I will prevail
Through this storm I will stay, despite my fears
Even though I am tired, I will remain
Through the dark I will still, still stay alive

Still tired, still scared, still angry
I am living a life that only I can carry
Still hopeful, still bent, but not bleeding
Despite my fears I'll prevail, against the odds I'm still alive
Still tired, still scared, still angry
I am living a life that only I can carry
Still hopeful, still bent, but not bleeding
Despite my fears I'll prevail, against the odds I will survive

Even though I am scared, I will prevail
Through this storm I will stay, despite my fears
Even though I am tired, I will remain
Through the dark I will still, still stay alive