Lyrics Friends - filthynate

I'm always one mistake away
From ruinin everything
You made me feel okay
Even in the darkest days
It's not your fault that it turned out this way
I blame me for everything
Friends told me to stay away
You told me it's just a fling
I mix attention up with love
I mix intention up with trust
I must've really fucked it up
I don't know what the fuck I want
There never really was an us
Addicted to you just like a drug
Obsession depression don't mix
But I don't regret what we did

I'd choose you over and over again
Even if I knew falling would end in us fallin
I'd choose you over and over again
Even if I knew fallin would end in us failin
Cuz it feels like flyin
Until we die
With you by my side
I really don't mind
I'd choose you over and over again
It's my fault for fallin in love with a friend

Now what do you see when you look at me
Am I just a faded face
Am I just a place that you once knew
Am I just a memory?
When I see you I still feel a way
That shit within I ain't deal with straight
What does it mean to move on
Put these old feelings in new songs
Do I miss you or do I just miss havin somebody?
Cuz now I got nobody
And you know 'bout it
I'll watch you find happiness in someone else
And I'll pretend not to mind

I'd choose you over and over again
Even if I knew falling would end in us fallin
I'd choose you over and over again
Even if I knew fallin would end in us failin
Cuz it feels like flyin
Until we die
With you by my side
I really don't mind
I'd choose you over and over again
It's my fault for fallin in love with a friend

Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
Of anything
Now I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
Of anything

Nate?
I think it's been long enough
Talk to me