Текст песни drown - ConToRtion

No nigga
Not gonna turn my head
Not gonna turn a blind eye to the shit you said
What the fuck
Would you have said if your hope for me wasn't based on the tears I shed
What the fuck
Would you have said if I was popular and I did everything not painted in red but in pink
You force it to hurt when I blink
It makes me just want to sink

All my desires in a box
What the fuck did you want from me in the first place
Did you want me for myself or did you wanna replace
The dark inside of your face
A narc that's on my case
You won't just listen you say
It's not my turn and just wait

You'll see a delicateness inside your head
When I start screaming expectations are dead
You keep giving up you don't care what I said
Walk away mop away all these tears I shed
It feels like there's more there's a peak that I've met
But that's the quarter point to mattering
The spoon that I'm fed
They hold me down in darkness
They just want me dead
Why do you look at me like that
As if I regret what I said
I wish you'd understand already this is a fight to the death
Sometimes I fucking wonder if you people are deaf
Maybe I did that to you is it the music I spread
Do you think that I hate you
You were the fucking bad friend

I'm so fucking discouraged
What the fuck do you want
I don't know this damn world
And I don't know what I want
I don't hate you for your come ups
I hate you to be blunt
Just because you fucking hate mine
I don't gotta be shunned
You wonder why I do this shit
Really, I hate myself
And every days a fucking crisis
And you don't fucking help
You make my life much fucking worse
God I hate it here in hell
Because at least on fucking earth
I wasn't trapped inside this shell

Do you know how it feels
To be told that your fights not worth fighting
They say stop it but they're just dividing
They think there's some unbridled hatred that you're hiding
I guess I just need the right lighting
Or the lack of the light in the dark
Maybe then you would see peoples spark
Instead of color you see my heart
Silhouette rather than this part
Of me that you keep trying to tear apart
Fuck this hate you don't know my heart
I wish you could see past the dark
See people for who they are
See what that ignorance got you so far
You don't know anything at all
You don't know anything at all
You just love to break my heart