Alone (feat. Poppy Ozu)

So here I am, alone in pain, it's true
I've only me
I'm tryna act but I don't want to be with you
But deep down, I know it's not true
Falling Down
Lost in love
I am, alone in pain, it's true
I've only me
There's only one way that we can make it together
Talkin' bout all the rain and how stormy the weather
Remember days of December it's like they lasted forever
Or are you thinkin' of him more while you're under the pressure
The last time we spoke was the day that you got shot
A ringing in my ears and all of the blood I had lost
Tell me what's the reason is it worth all of the cost
My heart's so cold just give me time so I can thaw
Baby tell me every lie, baby what's that in your eyes
Real can recognize when something's not right
That feeling in your chest when you gotta cut ties
Or putting on a mask just to be in a disguise
So here I am, alone in pain, it's true
I've only me
I'm tryna act but I don't want to be with you
But deep down, I know it's not true
Hard to feel like anything I do is good man
Feelin' like I'm Hoodie with no faith in Brooklyn
I let you down I shed some tears cause I let it all happen
My ship is sinking down so don't you ever call me captain
Glass being shattered but we'll focus on what matters
Young little man always learned to use his manners
So sick and always tired of living this life always battered
Buying tons of rings just like the ones on Saturn
I'll lay them by your grave next to a bunch of roses
I'm sorry I couldn't save you, I know you're feelin' broken
I wrote you a couple poems but I'll never get to read em'
It just hurts so much knowing that your now leavin'