I Never Said Goodbye

I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye
I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye
Broken bottles stay lying on the floor
This is it, you don't love me anymore
All these thoughts that I chose to ignore
Nothing felt like how it was just before
I don't break your heart but you break mine
And I don't want a girl that I cannot find
I want to feel reality so I just rhyme
Bloody tears on the page while I write
I don't give a fuck bout getting paid less
Broke anyway what's a couple of cheques
Goin' through my phone and deleting contacts
Made lots of mistakes putting pain into these raps
I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye
I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye
It's killing me inside when I hear the silence
To be honest I just feel alone in the darkness
Can't get out of bed cause I'll sink in the lava
Scared of cold nights like I'm trapped in a Mazda
Laying with you, holding you while we kiss
The little things are the things that I miss
Dark in my room is when it all hits
Fall into a void, yeah I fall into the abyss
Might be getting older doesn't mean that I'm wise
I'm still dumb enough to fall for all your lies
When you left, uh I was so surprised
I'm sorry that I never got to say goodbye
I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye
I'm sorry, cause I never said goodbye