Veins

Tryna find love, one that's not so fake
The kind that doesn't make me lose my brain
A girl that gives and sometimes takes
The kind that doesn't make me feel pain
But I'm lost inna world where I don't have fame
And the girl that I like can't remember my name
I'm feelin' so sick of replaying these games
Bullets to my chest it affects my veins
Don't know where I'm headed but I'm on this path
I wanna place first but I'm still swerving in last
Talk about your feelings don't remember who asked
But now I speed like light might be going too fast
Tryna be myself but it seems like I can't
Wanna-be happy, souls blacker than my pants
Deep downs a happy kid that wants to just dance
I get lost in your eyes like I'm fallin' inna trance
I don't know what I need all I know is I want more
A battle with my thoughts but it's feelin' like a war
Feelin' kind of old boutta equal six times four
Life brings gifts but I don't know what they're for
So I sit in my room, tryna write up every bar
Seeing where it takes me cause I wanna go far
Tryna feel love but my heart has scars
I just light up this blunt and treat it like a cigar
Don't know what I'm doing, but I hope it's with you
Memories keep fading and I don't know what to do
I don't have much friends okay maybe just a few
Wish I had more time I can't find someone new
I'm tryna hold onto all the things from our past
Remember you were miss lil perfect in class
Told me to be honest so I opened bout my past
Then you walked out the door it all happened too fast
Tryna find love, one that's not so fake
The kind that doesn't make me lose my brain
A girl that gives and sometimes takes
The kind that doesn't make me feel pain
But I'm lost inna world where I don't have fame
And the girl that I like can't remember my name
I'm feelin' so sick of replaying these games
Bullets to my chest but it affects my veins