You Decide (feat. autrioly)

I don't wanna talk no I don't wanna breathe
My heart's on the floor, pains got me on my knees
Not even in the house cause i'm down in the east
Hurting inside, all I feel is the grief
You tore me right down, cut me to the core
Tell me all the lies and the lies you deform
Tried to heal the scars, it only left me sore
Blood flowing red, feeling like I've been at war
Running from you yeah I'm running from the love
Voices in my head keep on telling me to run
When will I die, when does death ever come
In this game of life, I'm dodging bullets like a gun
Ain't no worry, I got this hurt locked down
Nobody showing love, even from my home town
I wear my pain like it's a permanent crown
Sinking in the blue I feel my lungs boutta drown
One to your head and that's it you'll be dead
Never backing down, I rise up like undead
Bounced back strong, I'm proven a threat
Boy get to the bank fore I'm runnin' up your cheque
Never thought that I'd wanna die inside a benz
Like you get the money and start finding friends
And instead of riding, you designing trends
But don't understand that's so far from the end
When you decide if you'll ever let me know
Keeping all these secrets, baby, just let it show
2017 was the last time you glowed
Now you too focused sniffin' some blow up the nose
Still standing tall, despite all of the blows
OD'd on emotions, my heart never grows
I gave it my life and you gave it your soul
Strapped with the flows, watch my talent explode