Текст и перевод песни Dizasta Vina - Siku Mbaya

Siku Mbaya

Nakurupuka kitandani baada ya ndoto za kutisha
Moyo unadunda sana na jasho linanitiririka
Macho nafikicha, taswira, naona kiza
Kwa muda nasizi kimya na dakika zinapita
Zikijirudia ndoto hatari naona woga
Nakosa hoja napotafakari nilichoota
Namwamsha wife aniwekee maji ya kuoga
Ananijibu anahisi homa na mwili mzima umechoka

Nampa pole, Staki kuanzisha zogo wala nini
Maana hata sura inaonesha ana kinyongo na mimi
Ni muda sasa napokua nae hajiamini
Nacheki saa nagundua nimechelewa kazini

Napiga zangu maji mwilini
And just for the record, Mimi ndo mtunza funguo za ofisini
Nakuta wafanyakazi na bosi wapo getini
Kwa ghadhabu kila mmoja akinitazama mimi

Kabla sijameza mate wala sijabuni sala
Naambiwa walikuja wazabuni kwa biashara
Na kwakua nilichelewa kufungua ofisi
Mchongo ukafa, nimeingizia kampuni hasara

Baada ya masaa kibao ya kufikiri
Ofisi ikaweka kikao kunijadili
Waliniona driver nimeangusha basi
Wakafikia mwafaka wakunifukuza kazi

Nikatahamaki, sikujua lakufanya
Pale kwenye kamati hakuna wa kumtazama
Nikahisi ni mipango ya kikuda imefanywa
Sio gari tu, maana hata nyumba nilinyang'anywa
Nikajiuliza huruma imekwenda wapi?
Kila mtu alijua kua nilipenda kazi
Niliheshimu kama navyoheshimu ndoa ama mzazi
Ama muumba, leo nimepata doa kwenye shati

Acha familia, vipi deni la ofisi
Wamenipa mwezi, nikifeli watanifilisi
Mtoto shule, pia bunju nina shamba la kukopa
Sijalipa na kijiji nina ndugu wa kutosha

Nguvu zilimalizika, nikatoka kwa adabu
Licha ya ghadhabu kunishika
Nikajipa moyo kua nna mikono pia na miguu
Vyote vyangu sina sababu ya kushindwa

Nilikosa wa kunishika wa kumweleza
Mshahara ulikua mdogo nilishindwa kuwekeza
Nikapiga moyo konde mimi mwanaume nita-fight
Nikpanda gari nikampe taarifa wife

Nikiwa ndani ya dimbwi la mawazo
Nikitafakari hivi vitimbi na vikwazo
Mbele yangu akakatiza mpita njia
Kwakua sikua makini na gari nikamvamia

Dakika mbili, wananchi wakalizunguka gari
Wakinishutumu sana sababu ya mwendo mkali
Nikaitikia wito nikitegemea thawabu
Nikampeleka mgonjwa na akaanza matibabu
Narudi zangu home, misemo ya kishenzi nikitema
Chumbani nasikia mihemo ya mapenzi
Bila hodi, mlango nikaufungua kwa ghadhabu
Nikamkuta house-boy juu ya kifua cha mke wangu!

Nikabaki kama zuzu
Yule wa kunifariji ndio ameniletea uchungu
Nilitaka nilianzishe sikua na nguvu
Huku nafsi inanishauri kwamba nimwachie Mungu

Swalini kwamba sina moyo mkunjufu?
Au kwakua muda sijaenda kuabudu?
Au tuseme mja nina gundu?
Au kwakua nilijenga nyumba na sikuwajulisha ndugu?

Sijaona faida ya pato langu
Wazazi walikufa bila kula jasho langu
Mawazo kwenye kichwa yamezidi
Dunia ina watu wengi na sioni wa kunifariji

Naitazama ardhi, naitazama mbingu
Sioni nuru nachoona ni maumivu
Maswali mengi, bila majibu
Ila Swali kubwa ni vipi mimi nitaimaliza siku?

Jua linazama bado sijiamini
Naona nadondoka ila sioni nikifika chini
Saa tano na dakika hamsini
Bado dakika kumi siku iishe na sijui kinafata nini
Oh my God

Bad Day

I jolt out of bed after horrific nightmares
My heart is pounding, and sweat is dripping off me
Eyes wide open, images, I see darkness
For a while, I'm silent as the minutes tick by
The dangerous dreams recur, and I feel fear
I'm lost for words as I ponder what I dreamt
I wake my wife to get me some bath water
She replies that she's not feeling well and her whole body is aching

I tell her sorry, I don't want to start any arguments or anything
Because even her face shows she's resentful towards me
It's been a while now, and she hasn't trusted me
I check the time and realize I'm late for work

I splash some water on myself
And just for the record, I'm the one who keeps the office keys
I find the workers and the boss at the gate
Angrily, everyone is looking at me

Before I can even swallow or say a prayer
I'm told clients came to do business
And because I was late to open the office
The deal fell through; I brought a loss to the company

After hours of deliberation
The office held a meeting to discuss me
They saw me as a driver who had crashed a bus
They came to a consensus and fired me

I was taken aback, not knowing what to do
There was no one to look at in that committee
I felt like it was a planned conspiracy
Not just the car; they even took my house
I asked myself, where has compassion gone?
Everyone knew I loved my job
I respected it like I respect marriage or a parent
Or the Creator; today, I have a stain on my shirt

Leave alone the family, what about the office debt?
They've given me a month; if I fail, they'll finish me off
School fees for the kids, and I also have a farm in Bunju to repay a loan for
I haven't paid, and in the village, I have numerous siblings

My strength drained, I walked out politely
Despite the anger building up inside me
I encouraged myself, telling myself I have working hands and feet
All mine; there's no reason for me to fail

I had no one to confide in, to tell them
My salary was small; I couldn't invest
I gathered my courage; as a man, I will fight
I got in the car and informed my wife

Lost in a pool of thoughts
Pondering about these obstacles and hurdles
A pedestrian crossed in front of me
Since I wasn't in control and was speeding, I hit him

Within two minutes, the police surrounded the car
Heavily criticizing me for speeding
I responded to the call, expecting a reward
I took the patient to the hospital, and he started receiving treatment
I went back home, muttering curses
From the bedroom, I could hear sounds of lovemaking
Without knocking, I flung the door open in a fit of rage
I found the houseboy on top of my wife!

I froze, speechless
The one who was supposed to comfort me brought me pain
I wanted to retaliate, but I didn't have the strength
My conscience advised me to leave it to God

Is it because I don't have a cheerful heart in prayer?
Or because it's been a while since I went to worship?
Or could it be that I have a curse on me?
Or because I built a house and didn't inform my relatives?

I haven't seen the benefit of my earnings
My parents died without tasting the fruits of my labor
The thoughts in my head are overwhelming
The world is full of people, and I see no one to comfort me

I look at the ground, I look at the sky
I see no light; all I see is pain
So many questions, with no answers
But the biggest question is, how will I get through this day?

The sun is setting, and I'm still in disbelief
I feel like I'm falling, but I don't see myself hitting the ground
Five fifty
Ten more minutes left in this day, and I don't know what comes next
Oh my God